heraclitus.

it is in changing that we find our purpose....Heraclitus

i have never encountered so many crossroads in my life.
it seems as if i have found myself entangled in a web of pause-and-think, wait-and-see, stop and go.

i have let it slip...close friends and now to you - who have been silently reading my blog, that December is a month of discernment for me....

i have appended something new to this month of merry-making, nippy mornings, lights blinking perpetually until the day's light snatches its very life....it's a month which i must cautiously tread and patiently live...weigh things that have been cramping my head for some months now....

i would be taken aback with the small spurts of affirmation that i'd encounter every now and then..and it's always a warm, vaporous feeling that i'd be awashed with....

and then Gil Grissome would hit me, "it is in changing that we find our purpose".

maybe, i have known my purpose all along...and the surrealness of my current existence only affirms the need to come back to the one thing that has kept me alive....